Saturday, October 01, 2011
sem 1 is coming to an end.. how time flies...
survive 5 months being a university student.
enjoyed every bit of it.
yesterday was our final assessment..
my FND 101 assessment was a bit of downpour.
curse my low self esteem.. y was i born like that?
hate it.. cause me my mark since i cant defend my artwork. .
simple things to explain why does it have to be so difficult??
but i did great on my FND 100 though.. tu pun because berpartner ..
am glad that sir zaidi like my sketch.. fiiuuhhh~
cross hatching and hatching need to be repair though to top up my mark.
exam tomorrow.. havent study.. wish me luck.. :)
xoxo
SHALYSSA
3:17 PM
Friday, September 16, 2011
prank gone bad
i lost someone very meaningful to me, my best friend due to some stupid prank.
4 days ago we had a fight about something uber small matter and turned out to be the hugest fight we've ever been in.. we didnt talk for few days. he didnt reply my text. he ignored me. and he started giving back all my stuff that i gve him which really made me think that he no longer wants to be friends with me.
cried for days.. a lot of mixed feelings. but mainly devastated to the max coz i missed talking to him . :( :(
then, turns out today when i was just about to give up, he texted telling me that he was not mad at me and that he ignored me just to test how long i can go on without him. i was friggin pissed yet i felt satisfied it was just a prank all along... but what saddens me most is what happen after i knew about it coz we started hang again.. but due to the awkwardness we didnt speak to each other still.
i dont know why but after that he just literally took off without even trying to talk to me. tried calling him again asking him to meet me then he jus told me off saying that he's not in the mood.. i mean cmon wtf man ? u made me feel like crap for few days now u wanna add some more . i hate you for that.
so yeaa. this time i gave up being nice to him. and im moving on. its up to him now how he wants our best friend status to be like. Alyssa & Ayoy are NO LONGER FRIENDS! nuff said.
but one thing for sure. i syg him eventhough he's no longer friend of mine. and im sorry for whatever i did wrong . and thanks for the great memories. goodbyee~ :(
1:06 AM
Saturday, September 03, 2011
:(
im bummed. i can't take it anymore. i wanna go back.
i miss Kuching already.. i just feel like buying a plane ticket if possible right now and fly there.
there's so many things i miss right now. i cried the crap out of me the whole day..
I just can't accept the fact that my flight back is too late that im gonna miss my last week of class. it sucks. urgh..
but im glad the propaganda gang are helping me calm down. and theres just too many nice post that i cried even more reading it.
my stay in kk is getting boring. im always home. i got no where to go. my raya is just awful. even i did raya with my friends but there was just that. nothing interesting. dont believe the pictures i post on fb. it's just an act. i may look happy but im not. deep inside im hurt badly..
am really sorry to all my friends and family here in kk but i just feel like i dont belong here anymore. sorry if this offends u in any way. i didnt mean too...
3:10 AM
Monday, August 29, 2011
updateee ;P
Yo my party peopleeee!
urs truly is currently in KK ..
gonna be here a while though the fact that the only ticket available back to Kuching is on the 8th of sept. yeaa pretty much gonna miss a LOOOOOOOOOTTTTT of class. . and a ton of assignment BUT at least i'll be back before AD NIGHT! yeaaaayuuurr~
gonna be here a while though the fact that the only ticket available back to Kuching is on the 8th of sept. yeaa pretty much gonna miss a LOOOOOOOOOTTTTT of class. . and a ton of assignment BUT at least i'll be back before AD NIGHT! yeaaaayuuurr~
arrived here on the 23rd.. and 5 days staying here it kinda bores me already... but i did enjoy my shopping spree ..
guess i went crazy buying 10 graphic tees in just 2 days... talk about shoppers paradise...
ouh ouh and my baju raya this year is green which coincidentally matches bangang's .. :DD
and also light grey since i longed for grey baju kurung for quite some time now. .
and more to ur surprise!
i finally have my very own lappy... and it's MACBOOK PRO!
birthday pressie from daddy dearest :DDD
I'm all smiles :DDDDDDDDDD
My New Baby... but faiz already called dips on the lappy calling it "KITA" punya lappy. haha
ouh hey.. today is our last day of puasa.. am taking this oppurtunity to wish u all
HAPPY LAST DAY OF RAMADHAN AND SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN
SORRY IF I EVER DID WRONG.. HOPE EVERYTHING IS FORGIVEN.. AMIN
12:16 AM
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Bad Day
am in a lot of stress right now.. everything just ruins my day especially the fact that
I DID HORRIBLE ON MY SPEAKING EXAM !!! f*ck
not to mention all the things that happen todayy....
mum called and said that my flight to kk is this tuesday... whatt??? damn early .. i'll miss a lot of class not to mention rush finishing all assignment by this monday before i leave kuching.. urghh..
not that im not happy i'm back early but im a bit frustrated missing all my classes ..
and to top it all of im only gonna come bck to kuching on the 8th of sept. 4 more classes miss and those classes are the one that gives all those heavy assignment..
urghhh.. grammar test again tonight... hope this will take my mind of the things that just happen.
STRRREEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Arrrrrgggghhhh!!!!!!!
NO MOOD ! NUFF SAID!
5:15 PM
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Mangsa - Mangsa Hack
meet all the victims of " Alyssa Al- Idrus was here " status hack. hehehe
Paling Special.. hehhe
Tadaaaaaaa
12:08 PM
AD Gang!
Meet my AD peeps ;)
Muka2 kami la yang selalu pergi DI.. the rest of the gang selalu menghilang.. kami lima ja yg nda prnah berpisah...
Muka2 kami la yang selalu pergi DI.. the rest of the gang selalu menghilang.. kami lima ja yg nda prnah berpisah...
Qasz, Zureen, Ady, Ayoy
MEET FAIZ AYOY!
MEET QASZ!
MEET ADY!
KAMI LA PELEPAK TEPI JALAN.. hehe
3:55 AM
Studio Lighting
This post is for my fav subject : photography.
Last two weeks assignment : Studio Lighting
extra bits from the actual assignment..
3:44 AM
SAHUUUUUUUURRRRRRR!!
it's 3.22 am noww..
Zureen and rai are happily sahur-ing.
not joining them though since im not fasting tmrw :) hehe. maklumlah ABC (Allah bagi cuti)
moving on..
was just done with our movie marathon for the night... watched Modern cinderella, aku tak bodoh and sekali lagi...
firts thing first.. MODERN CINDERELLA SUCKS! like badly.. it is the most bad acting movie ever made in history of american movies. plus there's sterling knight in it which makes it a lot more worst. sorry all u fans.
As for "Aku Tak Bodoh" .. ada HOT GUY buduuuuuhhhhhh! hehe.. but the jalan cerita sedih laaa.. i cried eventhough i watched it like two times same goes with the 3rd story we watched which was "Sekali Lagi" . i cried everytime i see Mia Sara cries. dont mind watching it for the third time though.
3:21 AM
